Information
- Relationship Status:
- TAKEN :D
- Birthday:
- 06.20.94
- Current City:
- Vallejo CA
- Website:
- http://
Following (Random 9)
ISANG BABAE NA HINUBOG NG NAKARAAN.
Anonymous I need to give up on a girl. How do I do it?
she did not choose you. in whatever way, in whatever measure, she did not choose you.
and you deserve to be chosen again, and again, and again, every day, by someone who feels lucky to have the choice at all.
so you tell yourself this, and it feels like you’re throwing yourself onto a bed of nails. you tell yourself this, over and over and over, when you think about calling her or texting her or even just looking at a picture of her face and thinking, maybe.
SHE DID NOT CHOOSE ME will become your rosary, your morning and evening devotion, and because she did not choose you, you will choose you. someone has to, after all. and you will do the things you need to do to care for yourself. a long bath, a punishing workout, a hot fresh meal, a whole day spent listening to music you loved when you were small and didn’t know love outside of book covers.
and when you have chosen you, willingly and gladly, SHE DID NOT CHOOSE ME will feel like a gift, instead of a curse.
and that is how you give her up.
Lumayo ako hindi dahil sa gusto ko lang kundi dahil kailangan. Ito lang ang nakita kong paraan para makalimot at makapag-isa. Gusto kong makawala sa mundo kung saan ikaw lang ang nakikita ko. Masakit kasing umasa. Nakakatuyo ng pagkatao ang umiyak nang umiyak sa twing naaalala kita – hindi lang gabi-gabi kundi oras-oras.
Kung kaduwagan ang paglayo ko sa'yo ay tanggap ko na. Siguro hanggang dito na lang talaga. Suko na kasi ako. Minsan na akong lumaban pero wala rin namang nangyari. Pero sa kabila ng lahat ay wala akong pinagsisihan. Ang mahalin ka ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko.
Lumayo ako dahil ayaw kong ikaw ang maging dahilan kung bakit katakutan ko ang salitang pagmamahal. Ang gusto ko, ang pangalan mo ang magpapaalala sa akin kung bakit masarap at masayang magmahal.
I was so scared to lose you that I ended up losing myself.
You asked me to stay then you left me hanging.
Namiss ko yun.
Namiss kong kasama ka. Yung kasabay kitang kumain sa isang plato, uminom sa isang baso. Yung kwentuhan, tawanan at biruan natin.
Namiss kong katabi kang matulog.. Yung nakayakap ka lang sakin. Magkayakap tayo habang natutulog.
Pero mas namimiss kita. Sobra.
A part of me will always always… always be in love with you. Remember that.
Ready na ba ako?
After four years, eto na. Eto na yun eh.
Babalik na ako sa lugar na tinakasan ko. Tinakasan ko lahat lahat, tinakbuhan ko lahat.
HER:
Malabo.
Malabo na kasing maayos ang lahat. Hindi ko na kayang ibigay yung tiwala ko sa’yo.
Masakit.
Masakit kasi kahit anong pilit kong kalimutan yung mga kasalanan mo, para silang mga patay na nagmumulto at pabalik balik sakin para alalahanin kong muli.
Malungkot.
Malungkot kasi hindi ko kayang sabihin sayo lahat ng sama ng loob ko.
Mahirap.
Mahirap kasi lagi akong ginugulo ng utak ko sa bawat araw na maaari mo ulit gawin yung mga bagay na nakasakit sakin.
Pero mahal kita.
Mahal pa rin kita kahit sobrang ang sakit sakit na. Mahal pa rin kita kahit pagkatapos ng lahat ikaw pa rin yung pipiliin kong makasama. Mahal pa rin kita at naniniwala akong kaya ko pa.HIM:
Malabo.
Malabo ang lahat kung hindi mo susubukang buksan un puso at isip mo.
Masakit.
Masakit hindi lang sa’yo kundi pati sakin. Masakit sa pakiramdam na ako ang dahilan kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan.
Malungkot.
Malungkot kasi hindi mo na ko kayang muling pagkatiwalaan.
Mahirap.
Mahirap kasi kahit anong pilit kong ayusin ang lahat, binabalik mo pa din ang nakaraan.
Pero mahal kita.
Mahal kita kaya kahit anong mangyari, hindi ako susuko. Hindi ko hahayaan na tuluyang lumayo yung loob mo. Mahal kita at gagawin ko lahat at papatunayan sa’yo na mahal kita. Hindi tayo susuko. Kakapit ako. Kakapit tayo.
I barely text anymore.
I’ve stopped sending daily good morning and good night messages or random check ups to people. I just text if someone texts me first or if I need to get in contact with someone or someone I feel like talking to. Other than that, I’ve been detaching myself away from texting.
(Source: mindfucksundae)
Ang mahirap lang kapag nagmamahal tayo ng sobra, hindi natin naiisip yung mga sarili natin. yung tipong lahat ng bagay gagawin mo para sa kanya, Lahat ng malabo pipilitin mong luminaw para lang sa kanya. Lahat iintindihin basta para sakanya. Kahit mga bagay na wala ka, handa mo paring hanapin para sa kanya.. Para lang sa kanya.
ang mahirap naman kapag ikaw yung masyadong minamahal. Hindi natin namamalayan, masyado na tayo nagiging abusado. Hindi mo naaappriciate yung mga bagay na nagagawa nya para sayo. Hindi mo pinapansin yung mga bagay na ginagawa nya para sayo. yung tipong masyado kang kampante kasi alam mong mahal ka nya at hindi ka nya iiwan. minsan kahit nagmumukha na syang tanga, hindi ka pa rin nya mabitawan. para lang sayo.
If he’s not calling you, it’s because you are not on his mind. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn’t follow through on little things, he will do same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he’s okay with disappointing you. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t do what they say they’re going to do. If he’s choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn’t respect your feelings and needs. “Busy” is another word for “asshole.” “Asshole” is another word for the guy you’re dating. You deserve a fcking phone call.
What you deserve to wake up to..
- “Either let me go or or let me love you forever.”—
-Let it be love.
-m.t.t.
- “You have been criticizing yourself for years, and it hasn’t worked. Try approving of yourself and...”
“But the memories that hang heaviest are the easiest to recall. They hold in their...
- “Hindi ko kailangan ng kaibigan na kapag nakatalikod ako'y nagiging kalaban.”— e.s.